09 - Blue Sky

My mother had been telling this US trip since last year and plans on taking me with her. After a month, my parents will be flying already. We all know that it's a long process if you want to visit US, hence the approval of visa and the like. Since I just renewed my expired passport last March 29 with the problems DFA is having when it comes to producing passports, I only have a very little time to apply my visa. How sure are you that your visa can be approved in just a matter of 2 weeks before the week you'll be flying?

I lost hope. I know it'll be impossible for me to come with them but... blah. My mom keeps on reminding me to pray that I can join them. I know it's time constrained and I already accepted the fact that I can't go. I mean, there's a reason why and there's still next year. Whatever happens, bahala na si Lord. Sinasabi ko na rin sa ate ko na makakahabol pa ba? Hindi na eh. "Hindi yan!" as defended by my sister.

And now.. nung naguusap kami ni mommy about the trip and my enrollment na ako na bahala kasi nasa US sila that time, napaisip ko na "sana ako din kasama.." Pagkakataon na pero leche naman kasi kung napa-renew na't lahat lahat, wala na sanang problema! Though tapos na ako sa dramu na yan at least napa-renew ko na passport ko. Then I saw this picture in tumblr..

The famous Golden Gate bridge of San Fro.. where the first stop my parents and brother would go to first. Daya, just daya. They'll be visiting my/our healing aunt. Mom said that my aunt is anticipating me to visit her too since she's also my godmother. Aww, I kinda feel bad.

Now, I want to come with them na. Gusto ko na rin sumama. Oh gawd. I don't what will happen in May with my visa and all. Time constrain or not, sana makasama ako.

There will always be a blue sky. A blue sky waiting tomorrow full of hope..

(picture credit here)