06 - One sided..

Bakit ganon? Kung kelan gusto mo na ang isang tao, dun naman siya lumayo at nakahanap na nang bago.

Bakit ganon? Sinabi niya na mag hihintay siya pero hindi niya nakayanan mag antay.

Bakit ganon? Kung kelan ready ka na, dun naman siya naging masaya sa piling ng iba?

Bakit may one sided love?

Ang hirap ata nang ganto. Tinitake for granted mo ang isang tao tapos sa huli, ikaw rin ang magsisisi kung kelan na-realize mo na mahal mo na pala siya. Pinagsisisihan mo na sana hindi mo siya pinakawalan kung kelan andun pa siya. Pero, nangyari na ang nangyari, may bago na siya, ikaw nag dudusa, nakikita silang dalawa magkasama na masaya. Ang sakit diba?

Bakit kaya existing ang gantong feeling? Bakit kaya nag e-exist ang one sided love kung hindi naman kayang i-return ang feelings ng taong mahal mo sayo? Siguro para matuto ka rin masaktan at makapag realize na kailangan mo nang tumigil para makahanap na ng iba. Siguro para ma-realize mo na hindi mo na-appreciate yung taong nag mahal sayo dati kaya ngayon nagsisisi ka.

Naranasan mo na mag mahal ng one sided love?

05 - I just wish..

Since Chinese New Year is already on Thursday, there are a lot of specials from shows on TV. One was Us Girls. One feng sui expert said if you wanted your love life to have a 'life', lit 8 pink candles on your room. You should be alone, and make a wish for your love life (any wish). I was thinking of doing it but thinking of it, it was kinda creepy lol.

Wish.. hmm. My wish is so mababaw. It is. Haha. I just wanted to meet see him. Just once then okay na. Masyado kasi akong nadala sa joke ko noon tapos kung maka-expect naman ako.. :)) Haha. Sana kung hindi man lang tinupad yung sign eti sana hindi ako ganto, hindi nag e-expect. Sinabi ko na nga na mahirap mag expect kasi masasaktan ka lang pero, ang hirap gawin, mahirap talaga. Ayoko nga mag isip pero hindi ko maiwasan. For sure, ganon din kayo XD Diba? :))

04 - Some people are just plain bitches

What a vulgar title, I know. Okay, instead of venting this in FB which I don't do and would not ever do, I'll just post it here since nobody from my block knows this blog.

I think it's time that I'll speak in my behalf after hearing and knowing all this drama that happened yesterday. I somewhat feel what you guys feel about her. I mean, I also felt the same way as you do when she did those stuff before BUT I wouldn't DARE TO SPEAK BEHIND HER BACK and tell those nasty things about her. I mean, come on! Tell it infront of her face, not to other people. Tapos you tell it to her friend the bad things about her. Aren't you aware that they are friends? My gosh. Aren't you thinking? And then you tell that it's her versus the block. What?! I mean, i'm not included in your drama. Not all of us are against her, it's just you guys and then you brain wash other people to join your group of bashes against her? FUCKIN' GROW UP! For pete's sakes we are already 3rd year, and we will be graduating next year. You are already facing the world, the future. And now you do these petty stuffs?? What, are you still in grade school or something? Pssh, pathetic.

Kung ayaw niyo sa tao, mas mabuti pang sabihin niyo wag yung tinatago niyo. Ano naman masama kung sasabihin niyo? Nakakabuti nga yun sa tao kasi pag nalaman niya yung mistakes niya, she/he can improve to be better. And then you also call names? What kind of friends are you, really? *raises eyebrows*

Inaamin ko, oo naiinis rin ako sa kanya dati. Pero hinding hindi ko ginagawa ang manira ng tao. Wala akong karapatan manira dahil lang sa ginawa niya. At saka, alam ko simula't-sumala pa lang na ganon na siya, na hindi niya maiiwasan na hindi gawin ang bagay na yun. Ano bang karaparatan niyo para manira ng ibang tao lalo na't hindi niyo pa siya lubusang kilala? Ang kakapal din ng mukha niyo noh?

Nakakasama lang sa loob talaga. Ang onti na lang natin, nagsisiraan pa. Nakakabadtrip talaga.

03 - So high school..

JSYK, I should be making my essay which is due this day and what time is it? Already 11:16 PM, great..

Okay, my mind is on the mood to make an entry just because I've read a post from tumblr and me wants to say something about it.. ;)

High school.. they say high school is one of the most memorable moment in your life that you experience. I know not everyone will not agree on this. I, myself was thinking too before if this saying is really true. I actually thought that high school is boring and hell-- because of the people/classmates you have. But I guess things will turn out differently when school days goes by.. it happened to me.

I miss high school, yes, I do. It's because of my friends and the things we do before. I miss some of my classes and teachers. I miss the laughable moments when something happens to the class. The kapasawayan of my classmates and all. I'm not one of the girls who fell in love and got a fling or a boyfriend way back in high school and stuff. I didn't have and wasn't involve in any high school 'drama' or so. I've got issues with a friend but it got resolved in the end. It was plainly on my friends and the usual stuff we do that was fun and exciting. I tell you, in my section every year, we are not united, at all. There were different cliques on both sections so that's why there weren't any unity. I even hate our adviser on my 4th year :))

My point is, if you want your high school life to be fun and memorable, you have to make it. Don't sulk in the corner, and be quiet all the time. I tell you, it will not do anything. You'll just say that high school is/was a bitch for you. It's because you weren't doing anything 'exciting' at all. :)) Talk to your batch mates whom you weren't close to before.

I'm a senior. I can't do anything anymore. It's not too late! Spend your time with your classmates and friends. Bond together. And after, you'll know why high school was/is one of the memorable moments in life.

First Love ( A Little Thing Called Love); Movie Review

First of all, Mario Maurer is soooooo hot and handsome. I did not watch this movie because of him, okay fine I admit, one of the reason was him, being in the movie lol and because of the story. Everyone could relate to it because I know this happens in high school. Yeah, so high school...

I literally bawled my eyes out to the point where I couldn't breathe anymore rofl. This movie is highly recommended for everybody! Why? Watch the trailer below and you'll know why ;)

JSYK, the movie is from Thailand ;)