09 - Blue Sky

My mother had been telling this US trip since last year and plans on taking me with her. After a month, my parents will be flying already. We all know that it's a long process if you want to visit US, hence the approval of visa and the like. Since I just renewed my expired passport last March 29 with the problems DFA is having when it comes to producing passports, I only have a very little time to apply my visa. How sure are you that your visa can be approved in just a matter of 2 weeks before the week you'll be flying?

I lost hope. I know it'll be impossible for me to come with them but... blah. My mom keeps on reminding me to pray that I can join them. I know it's time constrained and I already accepted the fact that I can't go. I mean, there's a reason why and there's still next year. Whatever happens, bahala na si Lord. Sinasabi ko na rin sa ate ko na makakahabol pa ba? Hindi na eh. "Hindi yan!" as defended by my sister.

And now.. nung naguusap kami ni mommy about the trip and my enrollment na ako na bahala kasi nasa US sila that time, napaisip ko na "sana ako din kasama.." Pagkakataon na pero leche naman kasi kung napa-renew na't lahat lahat, wala na sanang problema! Though tapos na ako sa dramu na yan at least napa-renew ko na passport ko. Then I saw this picture in tumblr..

The famous Golden Gate bridge of San Fro.. where the first stop my parents and brother would go to first. Daya, just daya. They'll be visiting my/our healing aunt. Mom said that my aunt is anticipating me to visit her too since she's also my godmother. Aww, I kinda feel bad.

Now, I want to come with them na. Gusto ko na rin sumama. Oh gawd. I don't what will happen in May with my visa and all. Time constrain or not, sana makasama ako.

There will always be a blue sky. A blue sky waiting tomorrow full of hope..

(picture credit here)

08 - I was enchanted to meet you.

"Please don't be in love with someone else..

Please don't have somebody waiting on you.."

If ever we get to see each other again in the future and meet (which I know that it is impossible to happen) formally, please don't have somebody waiting on you..

If ever I see you with a girl, happily smiling and laughing, my heart will be shattered. And that line from that song, will be voidable :|

03 - So high school..

JSYK, I should be making my essay which is due this day and what time is it? Already 11:16 PM, great..

Okay, my mind is on the mood to make an entry just because I've read a post from tumblr and me wants to say something about it.. ;)

High school.. they say high school is one of the most memorable moment in your life that you experience. I know not everyone will not agree on this. I, myself was thinking too before if this saying is really true. I actually thought that high school is boring and hell-- because of the people/classmates you have. But I guess things will turn out differently when school days goes by.. it happened to me.

I miss high school, yes, I do. It's because of my friends and the things we do before. I miss some of my classes and teachers. I miss the laughable moments when something happens to the class. The kapasawayan of my classmates and all. I'm not one of the girls who fell in love and got a fling or a boyfriend way back in high school and stuff. I didn't have and wasn't involve in any high school 'drama' or so. I've got issues with a friend but it got resolved in the end. It was plainly on my friends and the usual stuff we do that was fun and exciting. I tell you, in my section every year, we are not united, at all. There were different cliques on both sections so that's why there weren't any unity. I even hate our adviser on my 4th year :))

My point is, if you want your high school life to be fun and memorable, you have to make it. Don't sulk in the corner, and be quiet all the time. I tell you, it will not do anything. You'll just say that high school is/was a bitch for you. It's because you weren't doing anything 'exciting' at all. :)) Talk to your batch mates whom you weren't close to before.

I'm a senior. I can't do anything anymore. It's not too late! Spend your time with your classmates and friends. Bond together. And after, you'll know why high school was/is one of the memorable moments in life.

First Love ( A Little Thing Called Love); Movie Review

First of all, Mario Maurer is soooooo hot and handsome. I did not watch this movie because of him, okay fine I admit, one of the reason was him, being in the movie lol and because of the story. Everyone could relate to it because I know this happens in high school. Yeah, so high school...

I literally bawled my eyes out to the point where I couldn't breathe anymore rofl. This movie is highly recommended for everybody! Why? Watch the trailer below and you'll know why ;)

JSYK, the movie is from Thailand ;)

02 - In the end..

Someone I read from tumblr asked for an advice for her problem. Her situation is complicated because the guy is so malabo. He likes (and love) the girl but told her ex that he'll wait for her. See? The guy's hard to read. This is not the point of my entry haha lol just a segue.

The girl (from above) dumped a guy because she thinks that he's too perfect for her. What a bish, though she admitted that she's stupid for doing that.

I feel sad for one girl (one i'm following on tumblr) because she didn't answer the guy which in the end she regretted doing it. It was like "a right love at the wrong time." I read her story and I feel very very sad and I also pitied her rofl. It seems like I'm the one in the situation, not her :)) It's just that ang sayang kasi. Andun na eh, tapos nawala dahil ayaw mo pa, pero ready na yun guy and all. In the end, the guy found another girl, and her, is suffering from what she did and she realized that she already love the guy. Ouch, huh? Ang hirap nang ganon. Di kayo pinag bigyan ng panahon na maging kayo. Ang hirap din kasi na una, ayaw mo dun sa guy, tapos mare-realize mo lang na gusto/mahal mo na pala siya nung nawala na siya sayo. Isang malaking kantangahan para sa part mo. I should have answered him, I should have grasp of the moment, I should have never let go of the person whom I love.... etc etc. Ang hirap noh? Ikaw, naranasan mo na ba yan? :))

No Boyfriend Since Birth

Let me share what I've posted this afternoon in Teentalk's NBSB thread..

I posted on this thread a few years back, way back when I was still in high school and I'll be posting again now that I'm on my 3rd year in college.. still NBSB.

I've back read from page 48 till the present page this past hour and I have to say that I agree with some of you..

Ang dami kong na-realize this past years.. and I don't know kung agree ba kayo o hindi though we all have different points of view diba?

Before when I was still 14-16 yrs. old (now 18), I have such high standards when it comes to guys (I know you girls also do ) Sinasabi sa akin nung isang classmate ko nung high school na bat daw ba ang hirap namin i-please when it comes to guys, etc. Ang ta-taas daw ng standards namin. Alam niyo naman ang mga "semi"-teenagers (high school) ((: Uso kasi sa high school yung kailangan may bf or gf ka for the sake of being "in". Kailangan maki-uso ka and stuff or else, "loser" ka. I never thought of that before. Iniisip ko, what's the logic behind it, really? Just to impress people? Uso din kasi ang peer pressure during that time. That didn't get into me and I thank God for that

Sinasabi din nila na ang pihikan ko daw sa lalake, I don't deny the fact that I am. Pero na-realize ko na hindi lahat ng lalake eh makaka-fit sa standards mo lalo't na pag hindi kaabot-abot iyon. Everyone has flaws, and you have to deal with it. Gaya nga nang sabi na, pag nasa relationship ka na, you have to accept your partner's flaws.. Kaya, hinay-hinay sa pag set ng standards kasi pano kapag hindi naabot yun? I'm not saying na it's bad to set, I guess you have to set standards yung mga attainable ba.

Hindi naman ako NSSB, I've had 3 or 4? 2 of them were in grade school (loooool ikr?) Nakakaloka kasi nag letter pa yung guy sa akin that time tapos sinabi ko na marami pa namang ibang babae, bat ako pa yung pinili niya? Pag naalala ko yung time na yun, napag isip-isip ko, ang mature ko naman mag salita nung mga panahon na yan. I was only 10 years old that time! Ngayong college naman, walang nag a-attempt na mangligaw sa akin. Hindi naman ako sad, okay lang sa akin. I don't care though XD One time, tinanong nga ako nung friend ko kung ano daw gagawin ko kung may gustong mangligaw sa akin. Ang sagot ko, itu-turn down ko siya. I'm not being harsh or anything, it's just that ayaw ko kasing magpa-asa ng tao kung alam ko naman na wala ring patutunguhan yung panliligaw niya, diba? Mas mabuti pang sabihin mo na ng maaga kesa sa umaasa siya.

And I also don't get it when people ask you if you have a bf and then you answer them with "I don't have one" and they're all "weh, di nga?" nakakainis yung mga ganon. Ayaw maniwala eh sinasagot mo lang naman yung tanong nila. Ganon na ba ka-indemand ang magkaron ng bf ngayon? diba?

I want to graduate college being an NBSB still. Nothing's wrong with it naman diba? As long as you're happy and contended with what you have-- that's all that matters naman.

Kudos sa ating mga NBSB!

That's not even complete. I just shared some of what's on my mind about it, or else it'll be long! :))

Fall in love this christmas

This Christmas - JYP Nation

Christmas (that’s what I want)

Fall in love this Christmas (that’s what I need)

Fall in love this Christmas

This Christmas

This Christmas

Fall in love

I just wanna be in love this Christmas.

The present that I want is only this.

To fall in love

Lonely winter night again

Walking along the street by myself

Chilly wind gets into my clothes

It makes my heart chilly

Among many people I look their happy faces.

Smiling for a long time, I turn around lonely in the end.

Moving my steps

I don’t wanna be alone this Christmas.

I want to meet somebody Like the couples on other streets

I want to share lovely words.

That’s all I want.

As time passes, I think I get weary by loneliness.

I can’t be accustomed to it.

I feel I am alone more and more.

I want to smile this year.

Like the figures on the movies.

Under pretty Christmas trees

Sharing presents together and spending nights

I just wanna be in love this Christmas.

That’s the only present I want.

To fall in love

I am scared of repeatedly coming winter.

Sweet carol stings my heart since it is too scary.

Splendid lights in the city make me sad. Tears in my eyes

Oh no. not any more, now. No Christmas

If I can turn over the calendar,

I want to skip December every year.

I feel hurt and lonely.

I don’t want to stay alone.

I don’t want sad Christmas any more.

I wish my dream comes true this time.

I wish my dream comes true

I don’t wanna be alone this Christmas.

I want to meet somebody Like couples on the other streets

I want to share lovely words.

That’s all I want.

I just wanna be in love this Christmas.

That’s the only present that I want.

To fall in love

To fall in love this Christmas(that’s what I want)

To fall in love this Christmas(that’s what I need)

To fall in love this Christmas This Christmas This Christmas

To fall in love this Christmas

I just wish. This year..

It’ll be different.

No more lonely Christmas.

I wanna fall in love this Christmas.

This video made me happy. Just fall in love this Christmas :)

lyrics credits: JYPe, WonderfulGeneration

01 - Why Can't It Be?

"TEXT" Story of Bestfriends

by Marcelo Santos III

I admit, I teared up in the end of the story ;______; Why o why does sad endings always make me cry? But I like sad endings though rofl :))

Can Christmas break come soon?

I cannot wait to have our 2-weeks christmas vacation on the 17th. I want to have a "me time" and reflect on things. Ever since 2nd semester started, I forgot my priorities as a student and just go with the flow of my sloth-ness :| My conscience bugged me on what happened last Saturday. I just want to change my "bad" attitude on being I-just-don't-care-on-the-things-happening-around-me stuff. I realized it's not good, at all. Because of that, I want to change for the better--a better me.

I plan on completing the dawn mass (Simbang Gabi) on the 16th unlike last year. It's a good feeling. I hope I could wake up early and not to remind me of my laziness to get up on the bed lol :))